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Kelley's avatar

Just finished a good cry, its been a rough week with round 2 of shingles starting in less than a month ( doctor said, unusual but not unheard of)....having begun new work with professional for healing resurfacing ptsd crap, and generally feeling mostly angry and sad. And being grumpy and unloving to those i care about most. And tears flowed when I got to these words, ‘inconsistent, lumpy, actual self who God loves madly’. I believe God loves madly... but i don’t think i know God loves madly. I want to know this deep in my soul. God this is my prayer!

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Querida Nadia,

My 45 year high school class reunion is coming up in September. My hair is white as snow, almost all the women in my class dye their hair. I am still hanging on to my pandemic weight. I only make my bed right before I go to bed. This morning I woke up on the wrong side on the bed. (my bed is pushed up against the wall). Mos def feeling anxious, irritable and discontented. It is all very much a familiar space for me. Fuck it. This too shall pass. Thank you for being you. Thank you for a space in your corner.

Love,

Kat

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