Apparently I cannot heed my own advice.

An essay for subscribers

Good morning.

January was rough. Not just the turmoil, uncertainty and chaos here in the States, but also the turmoil, uncertainty and chaos in myself. Last week I was trying to figure out what changed. Why was that month so much harder? Then I thought, “shit. it was those trucks”.

I wrote a post on December 19th in which I describe how, throughout the p…